Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Rough Night

****UPDATE: I go tomorrow morning to get a heart monitor. So, hopefully this will help me out some more. Thank you SO much for your sweet words and prayers. I love you all!!

I have been struggling with THIS which started during bible study. I am trying to take my mind off of it. It was great when I had to tell several people that I felt like I was going to pass out and etc., hear my sarcasm. What a great bible study teacher these people have. For real.

Anyway, please pray for me if you happen to read this.

Also, this psalm brought me comfort tonight:

Psalm 103 (New International Version)
Psalm 103
Of David. 1 Praise the LORD, O my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name.
2 Praise the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits-
3 who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases,
4 who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion,
5 who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.
6 The LORD works righteousness and justice for all the oppressed.
7 He made known his ways to Moses, his deeds to the people of Israel:
8 The LORD is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love.
9 He will not always accuse, nor will he harbor his anger forever;
10 he does not treat us as our sins deserve or repay us according to our iniquities.
11 For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is his love for those who fear him;
12 as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us.
13 As a father has compassion on his children, so the LORD has compassion on those who fear him;
14 for he knows how we are formed, he remembers that we are dust.
15 As for man, his days are like grass, he flourishes like a flower of the field;
16 the wind blows over it and it is gone, and its place remembers it no more.
17 But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD's love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children's children-
18 with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.
19 The LORD has established his throne in heaven, and his kingdom rules over all.
20 Praise the LORD, you his angels, you mighty ones who do his bidding, who obey his word.
21 Praise the LORD, all his heavenly hosts, you his servants who do his will.
22 Praise the LORD, all his works everywhere in his dominion. Praise the LORD, O my soul.


Little Steps Of Faith said...

Oh girl, I HEAR you...I've SO been there, and I just have to say that when it feels like you can't bare it in harder with your heart...HE will carry you:)
I wrote this out on my hand during work, " We are hard pressed on everyside, but not crushed, perplexed but not in despair, persecuted, but not abandoned, struck down but not destroyed."
(2 COr 4:8-9)

The WORD has power girl...within an hour or so, He transformed my thoughts to more positive ones.
So I know with your struggle, HE is powerful enough!

(until then let me help you move that mountain :)

Love ya!


colorfulwoman said...

praying for you Jenny...

fuzzytop said...

I'm praying for you Jenny....


Southern Charm said...

Oh Jenny, I'll be praying for you... God is truly a healer.

Beth.. One Blessed Nana said...

Jenny - I will be praying for you sweet one. I also deal with some anxiety but nothing like this.

Hold on tight to Jesus! He will never let go.

How is your aunt Judy? I have been praying for her and haven't heard an update.


michellemabell said...

I just wanted you to know I did read this and I am praying for you.
I struggled with an irregular heartbeat for a long time before it was diagnosed correctly and then fixed. It was called SVT. I struggled with panic attacks while 'waiting' for the next time my heart rythym would go out of control, all the while feeling like I was crazy and worrying about my two small children. It is not a fun place to be.
During these times I found the verse
Psalm 46:10
Be still and know that I am God, to be my peace.



Anonymous said...

Jenny, I am praying for you.
Nancy in North Carolina

Anonymous said...

Jenny, I hit the button too soon. I too struggled with panic disorder for over 18 years. It destroyed my marriage of 12 years. I finally found a Christian doctor who helped me beyond belief (he and THE LORD). I pray for you and your family daily but now I will pray that the Lord will take this disorder from you.
Nancy Cheek

Laura said...


Praying for you.

In him,

Mary R Snyder said...

praying for you Sweet Jenny! Praying for God's peace to fill you and give you quiet and calmness in your soul.

I know that in all things God will be glorified. I am praying that God brings you through this valley and into complete healing quickly.

I miss your cute face.

Heather said...

Praying for you!

Bev Brandon said...

They do have a great Bible study teacher---Jenny HOPE--- who is full of HOPE. During the middle of the night last night, I woke up and fainted---happens to me when I am under stress and don't eat/drink right and I sink so low and have real low blood pressure. It's the most horrible fainting episode that lasts and it really bothers me cause it makes me feel HORRIBLE physically like I'm dying, literally. Went to the doc this a.m. and they found nothing wrong on blood tests and called it panic. My world has turned upside down with my diagnosis and I am so weak. But you know what Jenny HOPE---God meets us in our weakness not in our strengths. He doesn't need strong people---HE is strong. So there. He's looking for YOU this day, this night to be your strength! I'll be praying for you as I deal with my own mess---but OH! we are a glorious mess!!! I just love you to pieces! Happy Easter!

So scared over here
and surrendered...
all I can barely do is lift UP my hand to touch His Hem---did you read Beth's blog this a.m.?

Fran said...

Jenny....Its Friday and i'm just now reading this. I'm completely praying that all is well right now. Praying such peace over your sweet self tonight.

I love ya much!

lavonda said...

Hey Jenny,
It's Monday night, and I'm just now seeing this. I'll be praying for you sweet sister!
much love,