I was out and about today waiting to go pick up Morgan. I started feeling a horrible feeling wash over me. I thought I was going to start to black out. I was so scared that I was going to black out while I was driving and I didn't have a cell phone to be able to call anyone. I parked and began to read the psalms and beg God to help me.
I make it to the church and sit in the parking lot and pray some more asking God to let me be able to get my daughter. I walk in and I thought I was about to pass out on the floor. The sweet ladies at church got Rod on the phone and I laid on a bench in the kids area. Since I have gone to my church for 10 years I have gotten to know a lot of people and everyone stopped by to ask if I was alright. I was so embarrassed.
I forgot to take my beta blocker yesterday which is why I think this episode may have occurred. Anyway, I still feel sick and I just need some prayer. I have bible study tonight and I would covet your prayers that the Lord would help me to make it through. It is so frightening when I think of not being able to take care of morgan because of something like that. (before anyone wonders...I have MVP and regurgitation with my heart and it can cause blood to flow back in the valve and cause these episodes). I don't want any attention...I just ask for you to pray for me.
26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever.