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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

how embarrassing

I was out and about today waiting to go pick up Morgan. I started feeling a horrible feeling wash over me. I thought I was going to start to black out. I was so scared that I was going to black out while I was driving and I didn't have a cell phone to be able to call anyone. I parked and began to read the psalms and beg God to help me.

I make it to the church and sit in the parking lot and pray some more asking God to let me be able to get my daughter. I walk in and I thought I was about to pass out on the floor. The sweet ladies at church got Rod on the phone and I laid on a bench in the kids area. Since I have gone to my church for 10 years I have gotten to know a lot of people and everyone stopped by to ask if I was alright. I was so embarrassed.

I forgot to take my beta blocker yesterday which is why I think this episode may have occurred. Anyway, I still feel sick and I just need some prayer. I have bible study tonight and I would covet your prayers that the Lord would help me to make it through. It is so frightening when I think of not being able to take care of morgan because of something like that. (before anyone wonders...I have MVP and regurgitation with my heart and it can cause blood to flow back in the valve and cause these episodes). I don't want any attention...I just ask for you to pray for me.

Psalm 73

26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever.


16 comments:

Heather said...

You got em girl! Hope you feel better soon!

Tam said...

That is scary Jenny! I'm so sorry! How did study go?

You referenced my favorite Psalm!!!

Love you so much!

Fran said...

Oh you sweet thing! I'm glad that you know what it was and hopefully all better now. I do hope Bible study went well and the Lord did His beautiful work in everyone.

Love and prayers,
Fran

Leigh said...

I am praying for you. I know how you feel. I too have MVP. My prayers uplifted for you. Feel well and take it easy.

Amy said...

I hope you are OK! Missed you tonight :-( Praying for your heart!

Charity said...

Girl, Bless your heart!! That is a terrible feeling! I don't have MVP, but I occasionally feel like I might pass out. I actually almost passed out at work the other night!

I will be praying! Keep us posted on how you are feeling!

Love,
Charity

mandy said...

oh my! glad you are ok!!!!

Super B's Mom said...

I also have MVP and know far too well what that feels like. It is very scary - so sorry you had a bad day. I hope you are feeling much better.

May God bless you today - I'm praying for you!

BethAnne said...

I am so sorry that happened! I hope all went well with Bible Study. Are you feeling better today?

ashleysmith19 said...

Jenny, I'm a friend of Charity's and love to look at your blog! I hope you are feeling better and I will say some prayers for you! Love,
Ashley

Suzi said...

That is the worst feeling ever...I don't have your problem but have felt like I was going to pass out in public...no fun! Hope your doing better girly!

jennyhope said...

you guys are so sweet. I had another little bout with it today when I went to get some stuff together for our taxes. I am going to schedule a drs appointment for next week because I am having some other issues as well. Thank you so much for the prayers. It means a lot!! love you all!!

twinkle said...

love ya. Get some sleep...

Jessica said...

Oh honey! I am so sorry for you! Reading that post scared me! I'm so glad you are okay!!

Sherry said...

Honey, I am so sorry! I am praying for you! Please take it easy and know that I am just down the road if you need some help!

Bev Brandon said...

You are talking to a fainter over here especially with low blood pressure. And, unfortunately, I faint in emergency situations like stitches---I'm gone, or my 10-year-old fell down a flight of stairs and dislocated his thumb and when I saw it...fainted flat on the floor so the paramedics set up two beds, his and hers. It is embarrassing. I'm sorry Jen that you're not feeling great and that valve is giving you some trouble. Praying for you His peace and protection. If I were there for Valentine's Day I'd give you a kiss and a hug and whisper in your ear Matthew 11:28 for I hear your God calling you and He's bringing you to a place of rest like you've never known. You're so precious Jenny and I have dreamed this very moment. Whoa.